Lots List

Lots of Buffy.

Lots of music.

Lots of wishing that there was someone who cared.

Lots of wanting to cry.

About ten tears fell before I told myself to get over it.

Lots of rambling on about things so people will think I'm okay.

Lots of getting angry.

Lots of wanting to tell couples to just break it off now, because it isn't going to work anyway.

Lots of feeling like monogamous relationships are almost as nonexistent as functioning open ones.

Lots of wanting to punch things.

Lots of feeling bad about wanting to break things, because I know if I broke them I'd feel bad later, and miss those things.

Lots of wanting to be something more than I am.

Lots of wondering who in the world isn't going to think that I'm just having a 'pity me' party.

Lots of wanting to tell a certain someone "Bull shit.  It's your life, you're an adult, and you can do what you want with it.  No one can command your life but you.  Do what you want with it; don't just pine away for it."

Lots of wanting someone to hug, lay my head on his shoulder, etc.

Lots of wanting to kiss someone, but then thinking, well, I don't want to just kiss a random stranger or a friend that I don't really like; I want to like the person enough to want to stay with them awhile.  Then again, maybe I shouldn't even want that, because I don't really need a relationship right now.

Lots of wanting to make a certain someone jealous; a lot of hoping that he's miserable on occasion, too.

Lots of feeling bad about the above thoughts on him.

Lots of feeling mediocre.

Lots of writing random things.

Lots of Terry Pratchett.

And the list goes on...

HAAY

I've thought he was handsome since the first time I saw him in a show, and since the first time I've told a guy that I thought that, I've met with opposition.  Is there a reason that guys are offended by my thinking this man is HAAY deserving?  Anyone, anyone?

Hugh Laurie

So, we all know him from Jeeves and Wooster, do we not?  I never thought he was overly handsome when he was young.  Great actor, though.

Now, however, I find him much more handsome.  Anyone else agree?

I Whip My Hair Back and Forth

This is so funny!  I just had to post it once my brother showed it to me.  If you haven't heard the song she's referring to, here it is.

Good Food, Hot Man Therapy, And Adrenaline All In One Go

Warning:  This is a really long photo post.  If your computer takes time to load images, but you still want to read this post, then I suggest that you do something else for awhile and let the photos load.

My brother and I went to the Jazz game tonight.  It was really fun.  My dad splits season tickets with a couple other guys; he's done that for somewhere between ten and twelve years now.  We all enjoy it.  When I grow up and move on with life, I really want to be able to own my own set of season tickets and continue on the tradition.

We started out by eating at Tucanos.  My bank account after that episode is now drained to a whole ten dollars... oh well.  I have a bunch of cash that I should probably just rely upon until Christmastime.  And then came the Jazz Game!

So, you'll notice that for the Jazz Game photos, most of my pictures involve Andrei Kirilenko in some way or another.  This is part of the hot man therapy.  Then, there's number 20, Gordon Hayward.  He's my age, just seven months older.  He's already a millionaire, just because he can play this sport well.  I do believe he's handsome, and I'm debating on whether or not he counts as eye candy.  The fact that I'm debating it probably means he is.

That other dude by Deron Williams is Chris Paul.

Al Jefferson.

The Jazz Bear got a big balloon full of confetti going around, and then he popped it.

That's the confetti from the balloon in the air.

The best mascot!  He was going to sled down the stairs, and some Hornets fan got in the way and made it so we didn't get to watch him go down the stairs.  The ushers moved the guy out of the way and talked to him.  The Jazz Bear came back with a vengeance.  He got a big yellow balloon, tied the Hornets fan's hat to it, and let the balloon go.  Then he threw a cake in the guy's face.  Go Jazz Bear!  The guy had it coming.  I'm pretty sure that the ushers warned him it would be happening.

Gordon Hayward with the ball.

Another one of Hayward.

Me and my brother at halftime.

I tried to get a picture that would show how close we are to the court.  I don't know how well that worked.

Yes, yes it is.