Green isn't my best color. I went with a group to the dollar theater to see Tron last night, and on the way there got to listen to speculation on whether or not a guy I like likes another girl. Of course, these two girls speculating didn't realize that I liked the guy they were talking about, but I sat and brooded, even though I told myself I didn't care. I hate to say it, but sometimes I get jealous. Maybe that's a good thing. It means I'm becoming human again.
Of course, at the movie I tried to stay out of the way and let him be with her. And after a night of observing, I'm just not sure what to think. I guess the funny thing about it all is that I didn't really think I liked this guy as more than a friend until this moment. Maybe that's a lie. Maybe that's what I've been trying to convince myself for the past month. However, it just hit me that I really do care last night. So, this song pretty much sums up how I feel about the situation last night. I'll pretend to be nice, but really, everything I'm saying to you is an insult.
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